When I started working in this piece under the working title ‘Why’, I intended to look into the seemingly inevitablilty of reoccuring mass psychosis. I have been baffled -and fascinated- by our collective cruelty since I started reading about the Second World war when I was young. Pogroms, the Holodomor, fascism, state terrorism, the lust for War are ongoing in what is called ‘the era of Post Truth’. All these horrific mechanisms are triggered all over the world. I don’t understand. I see them, but I do not get it as of why the cyclic cruelty seem to be inevitable.

In working on the piece, I realised that, by proxy, I am complicit, through our collective cruelty. Whether I like it or not, I am personally liable for it, and part of these crippeling events. Just by existing. That may sound exaggerated, but in reality, beyond this ‘post truth’ era, it is blatantly and inoquivically true.
I used to avoid taking responsibility for our cruelty. I read about it in newspapers reporting on racism in other parts of the world. I learned about it in history books about other people’s wars. I studied philosophy and psychology reading about other people’s madness. But as the world gradually and inevitably changes into madness, I find myself entrapped into the current dark era of violence, lies and murder. It is becoming part of who I am.
So the piece -‘Why’- turned towards ‘How’. The question is no longer why we are cruel, but how much of it is me. My responsibility, my doing. ‘How are you cruel’ is now about that. This shift in focus reflects a realisation that I am complicit. For the full amount.
Below is the first draft in code. I write some of my pieces directly in Scalable Vector Grafics file code, to help me break habits and open up unexpected pathways.

Cheers, Ingmar

























































